Burn Myself

I have the damned rashes back again. I hate rashes. Why am I such a problematic person that I always have allergy to this and that. The itch is killing me. I feel like drowning myself in hot oil to get rid of the itch. It is just intolerable. No one can help me, even the doctors. Am I going to die?
Why am I so unlucky to get rashes? It was like that last year and now, I got it again. When will I ever get lucky again?
Ok, I am just grumbling. Ignore me. I am a pest.